40794) At random points during the day I remember how fat I am, that no matter what anyone says out of pity I truly am a fat whale piece of shit who will never be loved. I am so fat.
Have you ever belonged to someone? Not in a romantic way or in the sense that they own you but in the way that you live and breathe off each other, that their existence is necessary for you to live.
When you start to really know someone, all his physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in his energy, recognize the scent of his skin. You see only the essence of the person,not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant.
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| — | Lisa Unger (via floralnymph) |
